I missed the 365 days , that went passed ... been to everywhere ., busy like a bee amd i am still back at square one on  my drawing board ... time again .

Tak mau dah cakap pasal cinta , sex , and all those mengarut punya hal , semua itu kerja gila ..

Tak boleh nak capai pun ,hidup ibarat satu khayalan semata mata ( my point of view ) , dapat sampan , kita nak kapal tanker , dapat proton saga , kita mau MURANO , at the end ...bila the fat lady stops singing , I will be the one without a seat , selalu macam tu , story of my life ...

What we want , we can't get , What You See Is What You Get , apa yang kita nampak di depan mata , itu lah dia..  W Y S I W G Y , what you see is what you gets ...... oh aku terima awak seadanya , itulah kata kata nya , but they always expect  a Mercedes when to got a kancil ....

.. well that should sum up the equations of the whole mess .. 

Being lonely is a problem dah , being hated while a person is lonely is lagi menyedihkan , so aku membuat keputusan to be dalam my own dunia dalam buangan , isolate myself , make people hate me , at least , I have achieved something ..iaitu hilang kawan..., the beauty of the whole mess is that I dont need them as they dont need me .

It is like , when the ferry departs , samada i board the boat or not is not important ,the boat will still sails away ... with or without me ...

So let us cut  the chase ... cut the crap fellas.. , let us kick some ass ( ada plural kut ) sebab banyak ass , macam kereta NISSAN TRIPPLE S tu ...

or shall we paint your ass red ... and go out to smell the roses and paint the town green...  ( are they winning this time around ??? ).. nampak macam KONDIFEN  saja pak pak lebai tu ...!! Mimpi lah ..

Yang biru pulak macam banyak bini , bagi sana bagi sini ,,, hinggakan yang pandu BMW X5 pun pi ambik duit di sekolah .. Ishhhh .. huduh sangat permandangan sebelum sekolah tutup baru baru ini ... dasyat dasyat.

Aku dah 50 plus , ini the first time kejadian macam ni ... Tak boleh nak teka apa yang mereka rancang , dah lupa ka ??

RESPECT MUST BE EARNED ... MANA BOLEH BELI  RESPECT ....

Tajuk : Rendang tak berbuah ... hu hu ..

A friend will be getting married ... early december 2011

My friend is getting married, that what she told me last week .. Ironynya semasa kami berkawan dulu , dia kata that she will never (N E V E R )  GOT INVOLVED WITH A MARRIED MAN .  I was there earlier , my status makes me ELIGIBLE but CIRCUMSTANCES never permit me to get married in the country , but I could get married the other side of the country .. if I would , I could , I think it is ... ah whatever ..

I prayed that she will be a happy wife and di berkati , di berikan kebahagian ke akhirnya .

Ada sekog tu , sampai sekarang belum bertemu jodoh , bila masa ber chat dulu dudlu bersayang sayang malah ber..yuck fau dalam phone berjam jam , berfantasi ..... gila betui .. last last SPLIT dia yang lebih lebih berkicau berkokok  ... pi mandi bunga la... tabiat hindu paria ..., mana ada dalam agama kita .. dah kau memilih sangat ..


-- berakhir dengan kecewa itu lah dia permainan cinta yang buta ...